I tot deep and hard . Whr does the problem lies ? Are my actions really neglecting them ? Or its him who demanding too much from mii ? Frankly , till now , i dont have an answer ehh . Seriously . All i know is juz tt , both r/s and f/s means alot too mii . At times , i neglected both of them due to studies . But i always assure that i balance the two of them well ~ apparently , i failed ehh . I received complains ehh .. Siigh . To the rest of u , u all might say , aiya , say only watever . Dont need care lahh . But to mii , they arent juz eng words ehh . Those words mean alot to mii . Oh well , i should say words from my bffs and bf and family means alot to mii . Be it its juz a very short "okays" or "no" or even a "yes" . Be it its "stephanie , ure great" or "stephanie , u suck" . I must be madd huhh . But well , this is mii . This is the power of words ehh . Hahhaa ~
You left mii when i needed u most . If i say tt i aint disappointed at all , that will be a big fat lie . But well , i have the others who sub u for juz tt little while ehh ~ Great thanks to them (baoling , phyllis , beng , hweeling and louis) ehh :D The best part is , the unexpected person stand by mii and make mii feel better ehh . Its him . Instead of my own boyf huhh .. Dont feel badd or wat so ever though . Dar , u are great and awesome enough already . Too awesome till i tell myself tt i shouldnt demand too much ehh . Limits ya know :D I love you ehh ~ hahhaa :$
Hahaha ~ Above credits to tumblr again ehh :D
Its long since i last blog ehh ~ Hahhaa . Oh well . Sch is starting soon ehh . Soon -.-More like in one day time .. Siigh .
Oh well ~ nth much ehh . Tumblr and blogger is juz so awesome . Well , as least im much much better (: Next up ! Stephanie , pls be happy and contented that u have such awesome ppl around u who will care for u . Who bothers to ask "Whats wrong ?" . Who bothers to cheer u up , although they fail at times . But still , at least they care . So pls learn to appreciate everything around u ehh . Dont juz saysay jiu suan . I know u too well ~ u often say "i will do this do that do this do that" , intheend , nth is done -.- forever ehh . Enough of ur shit attitude ! Wake up . Holi is ending anws . Time to wake up and get ready for sch ! Woots . JiayOus girl :D talking to myself like so cool ehh :P i muz be madd ~ but trust mii ! The feeling is great . Well , at least a min of peace to urself . Just yourself .. Rmb to close ur eyes ehh :P Talk to yourself now ! Get those damn thoughts out :D Well , at least i felt better after doing so ~ reflection needed at times ehh . LOL ! Give it a try peeps (:
End here ! Byesss ~ :D
