♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Thursday, December 02, 2010 ♥
Yes . I wont deny that i didnt forget him . Although i often say tt i will forget i will ... But I , myself , dun even know if i did . Maybe i did , for tt one moment ? The next , he will appear again . I hate it u know . It's very tiring actually . I can actually love him at tt one insane . But its taking ages to forget -.- He seems to be my world ... which sucks at times ? Whenever i found out tt he's lying , i will always tell myself this ... "He has his reasons . He didnt mean to ." But in actual fact ... why did he lie ?! It's v.heartbreaking . But still i love him -.- My friends gossip abt him , i continue siding him . Just wats wrong with mii ?! Juz a msg from him ytd , it made mii smile . He can actually make mii smile after a heated-argument i had with my mum ... Love is juz blind . I agree with this totally ! I can actually pushed everyone aside cos of HIM ?! People kept saying tt i'm insane ... In my mind , i know i am . In my heart , i told myself tt i aint . I saw his fb pic ... a chat window of him and his neighbour(I know her too) . They seems very close . Yes . I'm jealous . But if i confront him , he's will get upset . I fear to lose him again . Thus , i decided to keep quiet ... Maybe i'm being foolish ? But tts how i feel . I seriously miss those days with him . Miss his laughters , his smiles . The way he self-praise . Which i often say tt it's disgusting :x I miss the way he held mii by my waist . But will things be the same this time round ? Cant blame him , he might be keeping a distance from mii so as to protect himself . After all , i hurt him before . I just wan him to say the 3 words , 8 letters and one meaning ... Will "i love you" ever escape his mouth and enter my eardrum again ? I'm waiting . I wan a happy ending . Is it so difficult .......