♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Friday, December 10, 2010 ♥
"Oh yes . How great ? At that moment , my heart practically shattered ."
Heyyy ~ Headed to universal today . It's great somehow . Initially , everything was alright . Yet ,out of all ppl , i saw him ... You guys might think , hey , shouldnt i be happy ? Yes , i am . But in reality , i aint at all . It's very heartbreaking . Yes , it is . You all might say it's fated . Yes , i think it is . Out of 365days , out of the entire s'pore , entire USS , we met today . Your first trip there . Mine as well . How great ?Wat a memorable trip indeed . -.- It's really kind of qiiao . Now i'm doubting my own eyes . Is it really you ? Am i like seeing things ? Idk . I saw ur bro at well ehh ! This proves tt i aint seeing things :/ Omgggggg ! I'm seriously going insane ...I hate you . I hate the way u treat mii .Hate the way things are today . Hate hate hate ! Yet i'm loving u . I juz love the way u're . Loving who you are , and not wat u are . Now , i realised that you are so important to mii . You actually steal my entire heart away within a short period of time . How great -.- I know very clearly though , even if i say those 3words , 8 letters , u wont be mine either . Cos i doubt this r/s can start afresh . Still , kenneth , iloveyou .
Wateva . Omgg . Enough . Stephanie , juz shut up . He's so not gonna bother abt u , so wat for bother so much abt him ?!
I dont have the mood to blog anymore today . I seriously need someone to talk to . But who ?! How great my life is huhh ? Pathetic . I cant even find someone to have a heart to heart talk . It used to be her . But , she didnt contact mii for the past few days . Guess she's busy . Her blog post is kind of heartbreaking . Siigh . Idk . Thats juz how i feel . I'm having a totally diff point of view from her . Maybe i should juz leave her alone ~ Maybe . He gave mii his words . He said that he will be here for mii . Now ? I cant even get a damn reply from him ! Wont blame him though . Leaving him alone is always the best choice .
Pics taken in USS will be uploaded asap in fb . (:
End here . Byess ~
To him :: I think u will know that i'm referring to u . Hope u see this anws . I dont have the courage to tell u directly . But i can assure u that i did thought of ur tt qns . Seriously , tt qns did went through my head . Sorry though . I cant bring myself to be with u , as for now . I aint prepared at all . I need time for myself . Or maybe , frankly speaking , i need time to forget him . Or maybe , worst , i need time cos i still have tt little hope in him . Sorry kayss , i know the truth hurts . But i dont wan to lie to you . Dont wait any longer kays . It's not worth it . Cos i cant give u my words that the outcome will be a yes . Still friends though (: