♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 ♥
"Let mii tell u , i'll be the getting insane instead of u if these continues !"
FML -.- I hate you . I hate him . I hate them . I hate everyone pratically ! But i hate myself more ... Fine . Take it tt i'm the weird one ! Why is it tt people around mii are having fun , working etc . Yet i am juz staying at hm ! SHE WAS THE ONE WHO SAID TT AS LONG AS O LVL ENDED , I CAN GO OUT ! Now she's changing her words ?! I have my reasons for not helping out at ur shop ! Stop complaining to all ur friends tt i'm lazy ! -.- YES I AM ! BUT HEY , THATS MII ! I helped out by doing housework for u . Yet u're complaining tt it's not up to ur expectation . When i sit there and watch tv , u actually said tt i aint helping out ! HELLO ! ARE YOU BLIND OR WAT ! -.- I juz helped u vacuum ! Oh pls . -.- And u think tt wo xi han tt u guys are rich ?! SO WAT ? SO WAT IF YOU CAN AFFORD WATEVA I WANT !? SO WAT ? Have u ever ask mii , wat i actually wan ? Have u or not ? U didnt ! Not at all . Idk wat u're thinking . But let mii tell u , by buying mii branded stuffs doesnt make mii happy ! Yes , it's juz tt moment of happiness . After tt ? When we started quarrelling ? Those branded stuffs doesnt mean a thing . Not at all ! Do u know tt i actually envy my friends ?! So wat if they arent rich ! Their parents bother to communicate with them ! I aint saying tt u didnt communicate with mii ... but in ur eyes , i'm always the badd one . While others are the gd ones . When i told u tt i received an edsave scholarship , u didnt even bother ? When i received gd results , u actually said tt it's not gd enough ? Now , i'm staying at hm , looking for a decent job , u said tt i'm being lazy ? Hey , pls dun only look at the outcome . It's tt u're juz way too bz to give mii some attention ! You dont even know wat i am doing -.- There's no immediate job kays ! Yes , i agree tt i'm aiming for a job with a salary of at least 6bucks/hr . I'm aiming for a job regarding admin BUT not sales ! Sales aint my cup of tea ! Watever the case is , let mii tell u kayss ... Since wateva i do seems to make u unhappy , make u upset . I might as well disappear from this world kays ? Tt will lessen ur burden huhh ? I'm taking the poly route , it's ex . U dun have to waste so much money on mii . Can save up for ur DEAR SON ! He's always right wat . No ?
Life sucks . Sorry to say this , but i feel like putting an end to everything . Including my f/s with bff who is v.impt to mii ... She's pratically my world . Cos she nvr fails to stand by mii when i'm upset . We used to say tt we will die one the same day ... But hahaha ... it's impossible ehh . She's the only one tt understands mii in and out . She understands mii more than anyone else .
I told bff something today . I expected her to say tt i am insane ... but she didnt :x Hahaha . I still muz stress though , no matter how badd he is to the others , he's still the best to mii ... idk why . Love is blind ?