♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Monday, December 13, 2010 ♥
"I love ... God ."
I love only myself for now . (Except for god , family and bff(phyllis) . Sorry tt i didnt add friends in , cos to mii , the friends around mii will just bad-mouth abt mii anytime . While i trust phyllis alot more ehh) Anws , i learnt to be selfish . In order to protect my own interest , i MUST love myself more than i love others . Only i wont hurt myself ~ while others will , anytime , anywhere . And i fear to get hurt again . I no longer trust r/s . No longer .
Anws , i am determine to let go off him :D You all might say tt i'm bullshitting or wateva . However , this time round , i am determine kaysss ! Although it's v.heartbreaking and i cant bear to let go , but i can do it no matter wat ! I have faith in myself ~ LOL ! I must not let him walk in and mess up my thoughts , emotions and life again . Reason being :: Since he's dumb enough to let go , i should be smart enough to let go too ! Insulting somehow . But yeahh ... i did these to protect myself yeahh . After all , i still must thank him for those memories . They are great , seriously . Maybe we are juz not meant to be . Thus , no point holding back . Letting go will be alot easier for both of us . For mii esp .