♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Tuesday, November 09, 2010 ♥
"I dont wan to hurt anyone . So pls distance urself from mii ... seriously ..."
I felt so upset over wat he wrote on fb ytd . Yes ... I was pissed off . But there's a fine line between anger and disappointment . I disappointed him ... but i personally think that ... It's just ... over the limit for him to react that way ? Siigh . Bff ? I seriously doubt this from now on ! Seriously -.- Wat crap is bff ? I dare say that ALL the people around mii are lying to mii too . (Sry to say tt) Watever kayss . After leaving sec , bff will DISAPPEAR ! Am i right ? I fear to see the ans ... siigh . I have no mood to bother much already ~
I dont know why . Something is lacking ! It's tt something , u see ... I know i'm weird -.- Idk wat's the something actually ! LOL ! But , i dont wan to hurt u . Pls pls pls ... draw a line between us . Cos the closer we are , the chances of u getting hurt is higher :x I know it's evil of mii to say these ... But i really really dont wan to hurt u . No matter wat . I still regard u as a friend kayss (:
I miss him . I miss his smiles . I miss his hugs . I miss his smses . I miss everything of him ... However , i fear to miss him .181110 . I seriously learnt alot from him . Alot . But i allowed him to slip away from mii . Hence , i doubt there will be a 2nd book abt us . Forever remembering the unique him . Remembering the memories we once shared . The memories i had with him and him ... Him and him are my regrets . Seriously .
Next ~ I worry abt my O lvl results . I hate to see the wonderfool results . I really wan to enter TP , leisure and resort management badly . However , it's 15 points ... I fear that i couldnt make it T.T Shatec is another choice though . But none of my friends will be willing to pei mii there ~ Siigh .
What a failure am i ... I cant even safeguard my f/s with him . I cant even make a choice for my r/s . I cant even assure a place in TP . Now i'm worrying . I seriously think it's impossible for mii to score as well as prelim2 for O lvl . Unless unexpected results appear ? Hope so . Omggg . I'm like waiting for miracle to happen -.- So hopeless of mii ~ Things are just so complicated ~ Leave mii alone . I need time for myself seriously . Even if i kvetch these to my friends ... they wont be able to help mii either . So wat's the point . They might even think i'm so troublesome ... Forget it .
Life sucks . Let's put a fullstop to everything for now .