"I'm willing . I will cherish . But is it possible ?"

Yes . I am blogging for some particular reasons ...

1st , i felt so ... upset . Very disappointed with myself .
Sighh . I dont wish to talk much about it .
After all , nobody will understand .
I really really felt ... confused ?
Agony . I am so tired .
Perhaps we arent meant to be tgt .
But still , i wont deny the fact that i love him .
Even though many flaws of his started surfacing out ...
But i accepted them . Idk why .
Many ppl out there will definately say i am crazy .
However , it's juz a natural feeling ?
Frankly though , from his words today ...
I doubt there will be future . Siigh .
It hurts . But theres no choice yeahh .
Stephanie ~ let go when u are supposed to ....

2nd , today i received my report book ~
Happy with the results :D
However , i doubt i will score tt well during o lvl ~
Cos this prelim2 is simply pure luck :x
Plus i aint studying now !
No mood at all -.-

3rd , today was the last day of sch .
Yet something happened within the 'family' .
Dont feel like elaborating much .
:: But to her (i am sure u know who i am referring to)
Yes , u are feeling down .
BUT do u even know that i aint v.happy either ?
Watever .
Yet u're making mii feel that ...
I was the one at fault .
You wan to hide ur feelings , its up to u .
I cant say much .
But do you even bother and think abt the 'family' feelings ?!
You said that life sucks etc .
I agree ~ whose life dont suck ?!
I am telling u kays , my life sucks too !
So what if i am in 4E1 ?!
So what if i have the wealth ?!
So what ?!?!?! Does tt mean that my life rocks ?
Joke -.-
Thats all i can say .
Think abt it yeahhh ~
Family really care alot for u .
Dont make them feel tt they are the cause of ur emo-ness .

End here kays .
Dont feel like blogging much .
Byesssss !