♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Saturday, September 11, 2010 ♥
I read baoling's so called story ! Hahaha ~ niceee (: But i guess the same applies to mii huhh ? Let's not talk abt kenichi . Let's talk abt kenneth . Many people told mii that you arent a simple guy . Your thinking is v.complicated . You're very secretive . Etc etc . Yet what's my problem ... I'm falling for a guy like you ! So what if u're a model . So what if u're rich ?! Yes , i'm very materialistic . But this character of mine seems disappear when it comes to u . Idk actually . Initially , i tot i fall for u cos u're a model . But it turned out that thats not the case . Do you know that i missed those days with u ? It used to be u , who will start the conversation ... But it's not the case now . It's not . I missed the way u hug mii from the back . I missed the way u hold onto my hand . I missed the way u argue with mii . I missed the way u sweet talk . I missed the way u call mii dear ... I missed the way u wait for mii outside my class . I missed the way u walk to the busstop with mi . I missed the way u are . Do you know that my dear ?
I though we had come to an end ... There wont be second chance for us . But the most unexpected happened . U gave us both a second chance . Although i fear that u will hurt mii this time round . I fear . I fear that my tears will roll once again . Cos u're indeed a very different guy ... I really dunno what u're thinking ... But something in u made mii fall for u . Idk what .
I really dunno wat to do now . I want u so much . Yet i fear . You gave mii hope , yet u didnt make it last ... I'm waiting for ur msg . Waiting for u to show mii care and concern . Sadly , u didnt . It hurts meee :( I didnt expect myself to need u so much ... But it turned out , i need . Very badly .
I'm seriously looking forward to 181110 . Looking forward in holding ur hand once again . But will that day arrive ? I doubt . Cos we're having communication barrier now ! "Trust" is missing between us both . Will god return u back to mii ? Will we have a happy ending ? Idk . But all i can do is hope and pray .
I really need you . Dear . I really love you . I fear that i love you more than u love mii ... I fear that u will turn ur back against mii again .
It's so hard to let go ... I wan to get over u ... But it's so hard .