Thursday, September 23, 2010 ♥
"I dont expect so much . Cos the greater my hopes , the greater my disappointments . Time will reveal the truths . I shall wait ..."Kayss ...Let mii officially announce that ~Prelim 2 is over !However , in other words , O lvl is nearing -.-Siighhh ~ I'm just so unprepared .I'm just so lazy to study :XBut it's O LEVELS ! -.- Motivate mii , anyone ?Ermmm ... shall continue with the day 5 and 6 challenge :XDay Five: Six things you wish you’d never done .
1. Not studying for PSLE .
2. Joining Guzheng .
3. Breaking up with kenichi for no gd reasons .
4. Spending too much money on useless things .
5. Not treasuring kenneth in the past .
6. Quarrelling with my family over minor things .
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot .
(Not in any order kays . Excluding god and family cos priority yeahh .)
1. Kenneth
2. Phyllis
3. Huiwen
4. Kaiyu
5. Baoling
Can i write more than 5 :X
6. Alan
7. Chorkee
8. Atikah
9. Jerrelin10. MyselfKayss ... nth much yeahh ?Anws , to Baoling ~Although idk why/what u're upset over ... but cheer up kays .I know it tough . Easy to say hard to do yeahh ...But i will tell u , push everything aside for now , focus on O lvl !It's just like the last round ... just 30days more to O lvl .JiayOus kays ! After O lvl , i'll support u to be with him ~Even if he disappoints u by then , dont be sad ! I will be here kays !Ermm ... one more thing before i end off ...:: IU smile all day long but cry myselfyourself to sleep just cos iu dont wan the ppl around miiu to worry . I think i'myou're insane seriously -.-
:: Next , i juz dun understand ya know ... why some ppl out there can just let go of something/someone , they once said they cant live without , so easily . Why is it that some ppl can complain so much just simply by sparing a few mintues for someone whom they once wanted to spend every second with . Things really changed that quickly ? Do love just fade like that ? Why is it that there are just some idiots out there who are like that -.-
:: Will there be second chance for mii&him ? Will there be a happy ending ? I hope so . But will he allow mii in again on 181110 ? Idk . I shall wait . But i dont wan to expect so much so that i wont be tt disappointed . Dont blame mii kays , cos i know that i love him too much , way too much than i expected myself to . This is just a way for mii to protect myself from tears . Idk lah ~ confused . All i wan now is , he will wish mii happy bday on 051010 . 181110 , no matter wat the outcome is going to be , i will accept it . But i really dont wan him to disappoint mii :x i know i'm being kind of selfish here ~ siighh .
Kays ~ End here yeahh :xByesss !
my heart is wondering around waiting for you ♥