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FROM ME TO YOU ♥


Make Me Yours Now and Forever
I wanna be Everything
That You Ever Need...
Your Wildest Dream
Your Fantasy
Your Deepest Kiss
Your Sweetest Smile
The Eyes that Look into Your Soul
The One and Only Person
You Ever Love

When the Night Comes
and Darkness Falls
I wanna be There
To give You Light and Warmth
To Glow in Your Heart

When the Rain Pours
and Im Standing in the Cold
Waiting for You
I want You to Come and Shelter Me
And Whisper in my Ear
"I Love You"

; * Aishiteru *

Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A boy she always loves.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you to know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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ALL ALONE ♥

Name: Stephanie
Age: Sweet 16
Sch: Yu Neng Primary School
Bartley Secondary School
Temasek Polytechnic
Primary : 1G, 2F, 3H, 4H, 5C, 6B
Secondary : 1E1, 2E1, 3E1, 4E1

Birthday: o51o94♥

Add mi at: Msn


ADORES 2011♥

♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right



CHATTERBOX ♥



EACAPES ♥

Aceson
Alan
Atikah
BengChin
Chingye
Claris
FooSiong
Genevieve
Hasan
Hui Wen
Hwee Ling
Jacelyn
Jasmond
JayKay
Jerrelin
KayJay
Kenneth
Kim
Louis
Michael
PeiQing
Phyllis
Sabrina
Tuckseng
Velicia
Wendy
Windel
YanRong


PAST TENSE ♥

No use looking back. What’s done is done.
Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D




Monday, July 26, 2010 ♥

" There's a fine like between disappointment and anger . "

Received back most of the BT results ...
Kind of happy ?
Ermmm ... my hardwork paid off (:
Somehow i would say ... but chem ... siigh .
Although i managed to pass this time round , but nt v.well done .
How to improve my chem ?!?!?
Although i did well (kind of) for maths , geog , SS and physics .
But still , it's not even O lvl , so must still jiayOusss :D

Enough of studies ...
Let's talk abt friendships .
Once again , i had a tiff with them .
Like i said , there's a fine line between disappointment and anger .
In fact , 95% is disappointment , 5% is anger .
Do u guys even know why i reacted that way today ?
It's not cos of u all taking my things .
It's cos like ... i wronged someone else .
Yet u all kept quiet ! -.-
It's not juz tt ... bt the ppl i trusted most actually are the ones that lied to mi ?!
Although they didnt lie directly , but still , it's indirectly .
I trusted them so much ... that's why i reacted that way when i found out that out of so many ppl , they are the ones ! WHY ?!
Do u know that at that moment , how much i hoped that someone cn prove mii wrong ?
But SO MANY ppl are pointing fingers at them -.-
How am i to believe that they arent the ones ?
The best part is , i learnt the truth from someone else , someone who's not part of the family at all !
It's very very heartbreaking u know .
U all might say i'm crazy or what . But look , these batch of friends mean alot to mii .
How should i put it ?
Ermm ... maybe it's like i cant afford to lose them ?
Or maybe it's cos we spent most of out time tgt , have fun . So yeahh ... they became part of my life .
It's not tt i'm not at fault at all ...
I'm . I wronged him in the first place .
I shouldnt have shouted at them . I shouldnt , really .
I know i'm petty ... but tts mii .
Their intention might be fun intially , but things turned out negatively ?
Idk why either . It's really fun at first . I know it is .
But after he said tt to mii , and someone else leaked ur names out , it's no longer fun to mii .
No longer kayss . At that moment , i felt it's so damn freaking LAME !
Maybe cos it's like overboard ? Idk .
Whateva the case is ... i still must tell u guys , i'm not angry . Juz upset , disappointed .

To him :: Sorry that i wronged u . I'm not sure if u will see this , but i'm very sorry .

To her(1) :: I trusted u . Yet u make a joke out of it . It's not as though i didnt questioned u "Who took it" . YET the best part is , u acted innocent -.- Like i said to u , to u , everything is like nvm nvm . But i already said before , i am not like u ! It's not tt cnnt have fun , it's not . But dont u think that it's too much ? Till the extent that the fun became childishness ? U told mii before , bff ... but u broke that trust . It took us both so long to build up that trust , yet u broke it today ... But will bff still holds ?

To her(2) :: I trusted u too . Someone told mii something abt u . Negative one . Will u pls prove mii wrong ?! Please . Cos if u really said that ... i am utterly disappointed . Really kayss . Cos my best friend actually did that to mii ? What does this shows ? Idk kayss . Although i still believe that u hid the truth from mii cos u dont wish to betray a friend ... i wont blame u for tt . But ... i still hope that u will prove to mii that wateva the person says it not true ... U might be commenting abt mii after the incident today , saying i'm petty or i didnt blame the guys but blame the girls etc . Yes , i am petty . But i didnt say that i'm not at fault at all . But i still must stress , i am not angry at u all taking my things , but i am disappointed that u all act innocent all the way . Disappointed that someone else told mii the truth and not anyone of u . I put more blame on the girls cos i care more abt the girls ! I trusted the girls much more . Like the more i trust one person , the more it hurts when tt person broke it . Thats why ...

To him(3) :: No point putting all the blame on urself . I know u're trying to make things calm down ...
But i wont believe that they had gt nth to do with it ... But still , i didnt really blame u . Hahaha . Idk why . Maybe cos i wasnt with u , thus like i didnt suspect u at all ? And like i didnt ask u either ... so hence u didnt really act innocent ?

Wateva the case is ... What i wanted to say is all above ...
Ending with , i really treasure the "family" . Sry for the way i reacted . Sry that i wronged u . It's not cnnt have fun , it's cos u all like ba wo sua de tuan tuan zhuan ? And the people i trusted most did tt -.- The feeling is so wthh kays . If u want end the friendship this way , i have nth to say . I gave u the chance , but u dont ignored it . ONLY ONE chance is given . U wan the second one ... take it urself . I'm not going to offer u with it again -.-

End here for the day ...

What's with that hug today ? -.- Dont make mii fall for u the second time kayss ... Cos the feelings sucks . I hate one sided love . Only when u really know how u feel , dn u come back to mii ... Not giving mii hopes , yet u dont give mii ur heart . Still .. i learnt alot from u ... really . How to be a better person . How to handle problems . How to look at life ... Although we didnt last long , but thanks for those memories .


my heart is wondering around waiting for you ♥