♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Thursday, July 01, 2010 ♥
"Hurt ."
How i wish i could turn back the clock . But it's impossible . My childishness led to a huge consequence . Nobody will understand how much it hurts , including you . I'm sry for what i did . I hurt u . Sorry . It's not that i didnt consider abt ur feelings . It's not that i dont trust you . It's not that i am taking u for granted . It's not . It's not . It's not . I do care abt ur feelings . But , what will my friends think ? I sided u , and they got angry with mii . Have u ever spare a thought for me ? Why must u only look at the negative side . Have u even though of the happy moments we spent tgt . It might be a short one . But lots of events took place . Your words gave mii confidence in u&mii . But ur words broke my confidence too . My tears rolled once again . But will u ever know ? Will u ever notice ? I'm not sure . I dont wan things to turn out this way ... But u're so persistant . U have the final say . I explained , but my effort went down the drain . Nothing went in i guess . It's my fault to hurt u . I cant blame anyone but myself . No point mending it , as cracks will still exist . However , i still hope that there will be another ending . Can we rewrite the story ? Is that possible ? I'm so tired now . Very tired . So helpless , yet you will never come to my rescue ... Forget it . I have feelings too ~