♥Score well for O'level(L1R5 below 15)
♥New bagpack
♥Sling bag
♥New nail polish
♥Pink lipgloss from The Faceshop
♥Sily girl blusher
♥New clothes(5sets)
♥New M)Phosis slippers
♥Earn 2000bucks before entering poly
♥Get into TP
♥Do well for my year one poly
♥Chalet with "family"
♥2nd chalet with "family"
♥A wonderful 17th bday
♥Happiness
♥Mr.Right
No use looking back. What’s done is done. Just remember the happy moments, forget the sad moments :D
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 ♥
Kayss . I'm feeling a little better now ? Some how or another ... I apologised . So just hope that everything's fine . Perfectly fine . But how i wish that i could turn back the clock . Impossible though .
If you dont wish to read the whole chunk of nonsense at the bottom . Pls kindly leave my blog now . Dont waste your time ?
Let's come back to this realistic and cruel world . I dont know why i am feeling so down today . Sometimes i am asking myself "Am i having mood-swings or wat?" Idk . I felt so vexed . Not very much with studies . But instead , with my life . With my family . Friends . And everyone else around mii . It's not that i'm crazy kayss . It's not tt they arent gd either . It's just like ... i wanted to please them all . It's difficult . I felt satisfy at first ... but after a spilt second .. tt feeling is gone .
We , human being , never fully satisfy with our lives . So am I .
I'm hardly satisfy with most things in my life . I like to think that I can do it . I can . Then after that ... I believe that I can be better than that. This vicious cycle continues .
It is such a pain at times .
I'm one of those who will complain non-stop . Like now . Complaining this and that . Complaining that life sucks etc . Do these sound familiar to you ? I'm sure many of u out there are like mii .
For example , when your family and you were in a car , Heading down to your favourite place . Suddenly , the car was out of petrol . What would be your first sentence/reaction ?
Think about it my friends . Think before u stroll down . Integrity . Are the sentences/reactions below similar to yours ? :: Wthh . Daddy ... why nvr go pump petrol ! :: Why at this time !? :: Shit . !@$%^&*( :: U will just simply sit there sulking .
Only a handful would say "why I didn't see the scale and/or reminded him/her to refill petrol?" ?
This is how human usually behave. We have a desire to blame others . This is part of human's nature though .
Why can't we , humans , stop complaining ??? When there's lesser complains , the people around you won't get so vexed . In other words , people around you will be happier . Life will be better .
But how many of us can do that ? Doubts seriously . How many . 1 ? 2 ? Or 10 ? One complain = you&friends unhappiness . How many complains and gossips are there per day ? How many ppl are showing that unhappy and unsatisfied face per day ? I won't cover up . I admit it . I'm one of the above as well .
But have we ever stop and wonder . Why more and more people are like that ? The reason is v.simple actually . Whenever one is unhappy , it'll indirectly affect the rest . Right ? This vicious cycle continues till death . Feel free to correct mii if u think i'm wrong .
How many of us will actually take a step out and show care and concern to the others ? How many of us will actually ask your friends "Why didn't u smile today?" How many of us will actually praise our friends ? My answer is FEW . In fact ... limited .
Many of us on the other hand will be like complaining and gossiping to the others . Like e.g. "heyy . See ... emo again. Dont care." Or hating tt person for showing u that "black face" .
I'm sure people gets upset for a reason right ? But v.v.few of us actually have the guts to walk up and ask why . Cos others will gossip and say that u're such a busybody . If you think that that person who gets upset is crazy and anti-social . Think again . In fact , we are the cowards . We dont even dare show concern . The people who gossip for 24/7 are worst . BeastBastards !
Hahaha . True enough ? I blogged this cos i finally understand the word "sadness" . A person might be laughing in sch ... but back hm ? It's obvious in blogs esp . But why nobody ever notice that ?
I made a super wrong choice today . I regretted it . But instead of solving it , i point finger at others first . After that then i realised that the problem lies with mii . I must take responsibility for my own actions . So do u .